I just finished John Green's An Abundance of Katherines, and I'm still experiencing that "just finished a great book that meant something to me" euphoric high. I recommend it if you haven't read it.
Now I'm just thinking about everything. And I'm thinking about the break up and the person I've spent all these days not thinking about on purpose. But I'm not sad. I remember at Bethel one day, I felt this significant kind of melancholy that was draining and heavy and thoroughly beautiful. That's what's going on right now. I feel like I've been faking my feelings on here, and I'm going to stop.
Everything is so hard to deal with right now. But I sure am hopeful. Especially tonight.
i know what feeling you're talking about, and believe me, you'll look back on this time and be thankful for it.
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